February 2012
1 post
Sick
This sickness cant be treated with drugs . Its a disease, a sickness,with no remedy. the only cure is living with it……permenantly.
November 2009
2 posts
“Well she’s running to the hills again
Can you tell me if she’ll...”
– Wolfmother
September 2009
1 post
Lost
Lost in the vowels in my head. I cnt find my way out but i dnt mind im here to stay, trapped in my own mind
August 2009
9 posts
“Butterfly that came and butterfly in June
So colour in my wings
And let me...”
– Jamiroquai
The Ride Down
Every turn is most dangerous than the last, everytime im feeling like im closer to falling off the edge. My phobia starts getting to me and i start daydreaming of a nightmare, a fear of misfortune i couldnt dare go thru yet it sticks to my head like a piece of gum on the concrete. I can feel the impact of the metal, the force of being smashed, the gravity taking a toll, blood painting the...
Pyramid - Wolfmother
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Before i fall deep in sleep, and just before i drift into the realms of my dreams. I lay beneath the night sky, the moon watching over me and stars glimmering. And wonder what beyond there and whats waiting for us.
10:15 Saturday Night - The Cure
“Did you lose your mind for a day?
You don’t remember anyway
Like the...”
– Jamiroquai
Is it?
Is the sun a distant star to another planet? They look up at the sky and see a shining star. Far away from them yet close to us. A shining star to them our sun to us.
Think about it
Stars. Millions of them.Natural illuminations. The most recognized star is the sun. But the question remains. Are they out there? A millions stars, a million suns, a million possible planets and organisms. Large and small.
July 2009
8 posts
Listen
Falling Back
Im falling back hard, and when i hit down its not gonna be the ground cuz im falling into something much worse. Im falling back into old habits.
Attempeted Overdose
Orange container in his fingertips. He shakes them to hear the pills. 8 is the count. He looks at them vigorously. Thinking to himself. 1 pill eases the pain, 2 pills will makes you completly numb,3 pills will get you high. A grin appear and quickly goes for the lid. He pops it off and quickly devours them all like a whale swallowing the ocean water filled with plankton to satisfy his hunger. He...
Psychosomatic Hallucinations
Voices. Speaking. But no one is really there. Talking around you, not to you directly. You shut your eyes. Looking for some quiet time. But your much to scrabbled. The voices get louder and louder. Head aches and fear rises. Opening them slowly doesnt help either cuz now your in another room, much more diffrent. You’ve never been here and your around unfamilar faces. The look at you but...
“You’re having a good time baby
But that won’t last
Your...”
– Black Sabbath
Reggae music to relax your soul and forget your...
“She love to party, have a good time;
She looks so hearty, feeling fine;
She...”
– Bob Marley
Fuck it All
Fuck possesions
Fuck the world
Fuck everyone you know
Im leaving the same way i came.
Alone & with nothing but me.
June 2009
12 posts
Lesson Learned.
Little girl with a big ballon.
Got green,but wanted blue.
She held the string and held it tight.
She didnt want it to take flight.
But something happened that ruined her day.
She let the darn thing get away.
It flew up so high.
Beyond the clouds of the sky.
Just sadness is what she felt then.
Who knows when she’ll see it again.
“You can’t party your life away
Drink your life away
Smoke your life away...”
– Wu Tang Clan
Music
Where would i be without it?
“When logic and proportion
Have fallen sloppy dead
And the White Knight is...”
– Jefferson Airplane
The Creek
Surrounded by the quiet wind and sorrowful trees.Dirt cracks along with old dusty twigs & dead leaves that rustle along foreign feet. Fresh air surrounds the lonely woods. I take the cold oxygen like the light from the sun . We spark fire from the tips of our fingers and soon the fresh air becomes musky & sweet. Our lungs are no longer clean but filled with natural smoke, destroying my...
“Well I don’t want no preacher telling me about the god in the sky
No I...”
– Black Sabbath
The Great Caravan
Painting above our heads. But have you ever witnessed the beauty of it? Natural colors that bring delight to the eyes and inspiration to the heart. A spectacle thats never the same. Clouds of diffrent shapes and sizes. Sometimes even covering up the whole caravan with dark heavy clouds, but under every gray cloud there’s a blue sky.A story told by forms.They give life to the sky. Home to...
Special Rose
Theres plenty of pretty flowers.
Many colors, and variety of fragrances.
But one that caught my eye.
A beautiful little rose.
Special in every way.
Rare to see and even rarer to have.
But i had this rose and i held it proud.
Like a topaz in my hand, it was valuable to me.
But it slipped my hand and it got away.
I’ll miss that special rose.
Mind
The mind is a room without walls. A sky with endless possibilities. A world where dreams soar high & imagination runs free. A place where i can just be me.
“And so castles made of sand fall in the sea, eventually”
– Jimi Hendrix